"Use your head more if you wish to live. Because I will slice your neck before you babble those words next time."
Claude's speech stopped there. I didn't know anything but I just learned that I wasn't like this because of poison and that man was taken away as he couldn't fix me.
I was finally able to see Claude's face when he came over to me.
"E-Euk. Dad, it hur.... Wahh...."
Claude looked down at me with a face of dissatisfaction.
Hey, I am touched though. I thought you were going to just watch me like this like last time I fell in the lake but you were trying to find a way to save me. This looks like Claude's room.
Claude who was watching me cry finally spoke, lifting one hand up.
"Noisy. Sleep."
Hey, you bast*rd! Is that all you've got to say when your daughter is sick to death?! Cancel what I said before! And are you joking right now? I woke up from the pain and just how do you expect me to sleep!
But I, in a lightning speed, lost conciousness as soon as Claude's hand touched my face.
W-wow. Can't believe I can sleep in this sityation.... A girl like me... known to be... a mentaless... girl.... Zzzzz.
I felt as if the cold hand was patting my wet tears while on my face.
And I met the fairy unnie in my dreams again.
Unnie I saw in my dreams 2 years ago didn't change and was still beautiful.
I met her in my dreams a few times more after that and I was amazed that it was possible to have dreams with the same character a several times.
And fairy unnie always appeared in the same way she did last time.
Once with green grass background and as a nature fairy, and another a moon fairy dancing under the moonlight, and once a water fairy playing childishly in the lake.
Its just fairy itself. Anyways there were like 7 to 8 versions but unnie qould keep on disappearing not too long after appearing.
I wanted to talk and play with her but like a video I couldn't touch or speak to her at all.
She looked alike to the description of Atanasia's mom in the novel. So I was imagining of Diana's appearance to be like this fairy unnie.
Today was teary fairy unnie version.
This is a very rare one! I only saw one today. But that impacted me a lot since the actuve and optimistic unnie was crying and sad.
Did this crying scene appear because today was the day I felt like dying? Sob. Unnie, I almost died today. No, I can die any moment. I spat out blood drinking milk. And I was hurt. Wahh.
I spoke even though I knew she wouldn't answer back or react to it.
She was just staring at the mid air.
I was in someine else's perspective each time I saw unnie in my dreams. Now too, I was in a different person, seeing her.
Fairy unnie was sitting under the moonlight in the room by the window. A moment later, clear tear dropped from her eyes.
Hah I feel sad now that bbeautiful unnie is crying.
I wanted to comfort her but of course I couldn't. The 'me' who sees her in my dreams leaves the room silently. The dream stopped around here too last time.
Huh? But today was different.
The -me' who was on the way out just stopped in track. For a moment 'I' stayed there silent then turned back to that unnie.
This time the person did not walk silently but with foot step sounds that unnie turned around surprised.
A voice was heard in my ears too just was surprised as her.
-I lost.
I was focused on that familiar voice.
-It feels like I've been played with in your hands. But I could beg you if you want to.
Unnie who was surprised by this person's sudden appearance, whispered out the words not having the time to wipe her tears away.
-How.... How could you say that.
-If I don't, you'd leave me.
The guy stayed silent for a moment then spoke.
-Yes, I know. This is no different than any other useless emotions. I can't believe it myself to be controlled by that emotions even though I was cautious of it.
-Your majesty.
-Honestly I want to rip you in pieces right now.
-....
-Even so.
Everything including 'my' expression towards this unnie and the unnie looking at 'me' with a shaking gaze started to faint away.
-Even so I want to beg you. Beg you to not leave me.
Her cherks were wet from the tears. ''I' reached my hand out to unnie's face. Then whispered holding her cheeks.
-So choose me. Don't think about anything else. Be selfish and make a decision that benefits yourself.
The scene before me was clearer than any other scenes I've saw since now. I could know what mood and emotions were shown.
-Not the child you could sacrifice to save.
Then the fairy unnie smiled. Still wetting 'my' hand on her cheeks with her tears.
With the face seeming to say she is very happy that there's no regret to die now but also very depressed that she wants to die.
Sight started to get blurry. It felt like I qas floating from water I qas drowning in. I know thig feeling. It looks like the dream is going to end.
As expected I qoke up from the dream not too long after.
"You're finally awake. You're not the sleeping beauty you know."
But why is the first thing I see is this black idiot?
I quietly closed my eyes again.
Looks like I am in a wrong place. Log out! I request for log out!
"Pretending to sleep now? Should I bring a prince from another land and wake you up? A prince of which place? Atlanta? Hyuhail? Psykansia?"
Ah, seriously! Xan't you give me time to wake up? I just had a really important fream right now! So I'm very serious right now! Leave me be, wahhh!
I was annoyed that the first thing I saw was the wizard who tried to eat Blackie before. I'm already sensitive from spitting out blood and being sick....
Huh?
But then I realized the change in my body.
Huh, it doesn't hurt. It hurt that I've cried right before I slept!
"You owe me. I saved your life."
I opened my eyes at his words.
"Did you, I mean did oppa heal me?"
I still had the memories of him as a scary person so I was defending myself without me knowing. Kyaa.
"Yeah. You could've died from your heart exploding if it weren't me."
What a scary sentence to say. But where did Felix and Claude go? Ehere did you guys go leaving me alone with this bast*rd?
Now that I see I felt refreshed and I was in my pajama instead of the bloody clothes I was wearing a while ago. Did Lilly came in?
Wait how did he know I was sick?
"How did you know I was sick?"
Then I flinched. Maybe he came not to heal me but for something else. Perhaps for Blackie again?!
"Not our Blackie!"
I stood up. Then that black idiot smiled.
"Hah, you really don't trust people. I told you I won't eat him."
Why would I not trust you? I still couldn't stop my suspicions. Then he smiled while crossing his leg. He was sitting on a chair beside the bed I was at. Now that I see it why is this bast*rd being stubborn and is sitting beside me?
"Even though he looked more good to eat, I won't eat him from the promise you and I made. And you need to be tahnkful to me."
Can I really trust him? Of course there would be no change even if I didn't or did trust him.
And I became confused at the next words that came from his mouth.
"I stopped your dad from killing Blackie."
"Huh?"
What kind of joke is this? Why would Claude try and kill Blackie? But this dude didn't seem like he was going to answer easily. I had to flinch to his next words.
"I had a really hard time. Holding in the desire of wanting to eat yby its side."
Ack. So its you, not Claude whi tried to kill Blackie!
"Hah, look who's here. Time's done."
He turned his face to the door. I followed that gaze to the door.
That moment, the door opened.
"Princess!"
The one who came in the room was Felix and Claude.
Claude who entered first saw me sitting wide eyed then stopped walking. Felix seemed to be relieved.
I got off the bed and ran to Claude immediately.
"Daddd!"
Why did you leave me and that bast*rd alone?! He, he did it! Like telling me he's fonna eat Blackie, like he's gonna kill meh, like, like! But you and Felix just left me alone with him in the room! Wahhhh!
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